Things I currently need: cuddles, a tummy rub, my hair played with, a back rub, kisses, weed
Things I currently have: cigarettes and a laptop
^ me right now. no lie.
It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go.
And fuck you.
Fuck you for doing nothing but lying.
Fuck you for kissing me.
Fuck you for holding my hand.
Fuck you for acting like you’d be different than all I’ve ever know.
Fuck you for knowing full well what I’ve gone through the past year of my life and then doing exactly what everyone else…